只能说最近的心情 差到了极点 所有事情都乱了 模糊了 快喘不过起来 身体上的变化 影响了我的工作 我好恨 好伤心 。。。虽然这件事情对别人来说是一件很好的事情 但不是对我 从来没有想过有这么一天 但是我改变不了什么 这些日子有多少人一直在我身边开导我 鼓励我 安慰我 甚至为我感到开心 我很感谢他们 但是身体和心理上的不舒服 让我无法释怀 一切来得涛突然了 我一点心理准备都没有 现在就连家务都做不了 每天只想躺在床上 起身就会头晕作呕 那天跟我的一位同事说声抱歉 因为我而导致他必须帮我完成我完成其他工作 虽然他一直跟我说 工作上的事情不用担心 总有办法解决 但我的心里却一直担心着 害怕着 内疚着 我不知道接下来的生活会是怎么样 偶尔想了想又哭了 太害怕经历这种日子的感觉 我还是很无助。。。。。
Can say recent mood is very poor, all things, and physical changes affect my work, very sad. Although it to others is a good thing, but not for me, have never thought that day but I won't change anything, these days many people always beside me, encourage me to convince comfort me, even for, I feel happy, I am very grateful to them, but the physical and mental uncomfortable, let I can't let go of all come out suddenly, Now unable to do the housework， just lie in bed, and will be dizzy, with one of my colleagues that day say sorry to him, because he must help me to finish my work, although other he has said to me, don't worry about the work, always a solution, but my heart was always worrying, fear and guilt, I don't know what is the next life, occasionally wanted to cry, too afraid of feeling through this day, I was very helpless。。。。
